okay..so, i'm not proud of being a filipino? why? countless reasons. i have read a blog of one of my Multiply friends. it made me realize that being a filipino is not worth being proud of. filipinos are really funny...but, in some negative aspects. they turn small issues to bigger ones. just like the issue of former president cory aquino being called a slut and the issue regarding the insult of the philippine med schools by the popular american tv series "desperate housewives". duh? they are very very very child-like. asking a public apology for a very small thing?! that's totally immature! and i also hate these showbiz news! even the hollywood showbiz news! the hell i care about the showbiz stars' life?! is it making a difference in the world?! it will be a good thing if it does! and i don't care if they got accidents, may it be minor or major, or got divorce from their spouses, or died. duh?! another thing that also gets on my nerves is this very non-sense show.... PINOY BIG BROTHER! i cannot call that entertainment! it just exhibits the life of the some strangers inside kuya's house! and who the hell cares anyway?! STUPIDITY! another factor that makes me not proud of being a filipino is cybersex. foreigners are thinking that filipinas are very somewhat liberated and horny. and these filipinas who engaged in such act are still continuing to contribute to the negative view of the foreigners towards the filipinas. and that makes us embarrassingly stingy in their views! that's why i don't choose phils. as my location in whatever site i'm registering onto and i also don't tell the foreigner (i don't even know how he'd got my YM and i even didn't invite him! i don't have any idea who the hell he is!) on my contacts in YM that i'm, unfortunately, a filipino.

i'm not supposed to be angry with them but they give me reasons why i should be mad at them! they are very disrespectful.. oh yeah.. not all of them but MOST of them.. i can't see why they don't show any sign of respect towards us. when we were still their level, we show an utmost respect to the upperclassmen. it just seems so unfair! i can't even remember even single thing that we might have done against their feelings! where's justice? life is really so unfair.... we have been so damn nice to them.. that was before.. but last year, they showed who they really are! they even accused us of cheating! crap! and who do they think are the real cheaters! it's them! aren't they even ashame of themselves!? traitors! liars! i hate them & i will hate them with all my life!

i was amused by edu manzano's papaya dance..hehe =P nice one. i'm currently listenin' to it now..and i love his afro wig..wish i could have one..haha =p

i don't know what's wrong. i tried everything but all of my attempts failed. i hate it. i can't log on to friendster. instead, i just checked my multiply and blogdrive accounts. it has been months since i last checked them. i have nothing else to do. well..

i feel kinda nervous for our play tomorrow in our MRS 15 subject. duh? what i'm afraid of is my role of crying lady. i don't know how to fake a cry! i'm not a good actress at all! there's no choice. nobody accepted that role and i was the last option. no choice. =s

i never expected i'd cry during our graduation!

when i saw those pictures on the screen, my heart soften (char). all our memories in highschool.. i'll miss them all! huhu  at that time, i can't imagine that everyone of us will separate ways.. huhu.. as we sang our graduation songs (do i make u proud & keep holding on), most of us cried our hearts out..haha..well, maybe we feel the same way..too much drama! lolz

i wish "graduation (friends forever)" was one of our grad songs! i was pretty mad when that song was excluded! gggrrrr!!! we all love that song!

it's been ages since i last updated my blog.

this summer has been one of my favorite summers in my life! there's my cousins' visit, Dipatuan Clan Reunion, Election '07, the busyness of enrolment, & all-day DVD marathon.

there are times i get bored but i d0n't mind dat! 4 me, this is the best (not best-est am0ng the best-est) summer i ever had!

if u ask me whether i'm excited or not, the answer is NO.

it's kinda nervous entering this level. there's a lot of NEW things ahead. NEW school. NEW classmates. NEW-found friends. NEW life. Everything! And that's what I'm nervous about! it's a lot different from highschool life. T_T

well, wish me luck!

problemizing,

itachi

i made this song nd i dedicate it 2 my 1 nd only beloved LG U8120C cellphone..

"CRYING WITHOUT TEARS"

y am i crying ryt now?

y do my tears dnt fall down?

y do my heart aches so much?

tell me now, i dnt knw y..

chorus:

0oh..it's about my phone..

naguba aqng phone..

kahilakon kaau q..

wlai mugawas nga luha..

0oh..it's about my phone..

naguba aqng phone..

my heart aches so much..

and now, i'm crying without tears..

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu =',c

guba aqng phone!!!

huhuhuhuhuhuhu  =',c